I’m going to go out on a limb here and guess you are an extrovert
I was extremely shy and introverted up to high school and even university to an extent. But then somewhere in there someone extremely wealthy and successful told me that “talkers rule the world.” What he meant is that if you can’t sell yourself and your ideas then you’re always going to be limited in what you can achieve. I took it to heart and after graduating from university, I took a thousand dollars of my extremely limited savings to go through a Dale Carnegie speaking course. By the end of the speaking course, one of the trainers suggested I should go into sales and invited me to be an assistant trainer for the next session. Twenty years later, I had a sales job and was extremely good at it, beating the record of my predecessor in my first year.
I can be happy by myself on a big rock at Zion. Or at a party where I literately only know the host.